im back from singapore!
it was just toooooooooooooooooooo good， i didn't want to leave，
and just wanted to live there

but! i just need to study， because i can. perhaps im living to
be happy， but not studying to be so. Im studying to be something
positive， worth， helpful or useful in this world. what else can
it be?? i don't need to study just to get better life or be
happy!

OK NOW I WATCHED LEGALLY BLONDE AGAIN， i'll study! ....from
tomorrow...