i don't know why im so scared.
i feel terrified when ur not online.
im devastated when u dont answer my call.
mm, that doesnt sound very surprising, but certainly i wasnt this "sure" that i'll be dismissed, or wont i?? ?? ??
it wasnt like this before i went to uk. never thought about, but now i guess i met the worst ones there, haha... さらに臆病になっちまった。
I really do wish this works out.
そのためには、変わらないといけないんだろうか。